Those days

Those days

Per il nouvo anno

My all my new experiences help me become who I'm meant to be. I pray that all my past troubles can help me overcome my new ones. I pray that with all my new flaws I can create a beautiful master piece within myself. I want to create what I see. I want it to show thru me. I hope that I can fullfill my own goals and if I surpass those I pray that I have enough left over to make even more. I want nothing more then to live,to enjoy and to experience. To all the people with me just know that I truely would not want to be with anyone other then whom I'm with this very second. Know that I carry you with me everywhere. Your on my mind and in my soul constantly. I hold you in my heart, in a special spot just for you. I love you all. May this new year be a great one for all of us. Never stop being inspired by what goes on around you. Make everything your own.
<3 Melinda

Mirror

What do I see. When im lookin back at myself. I'm not satified. Why? Im missing something to complete me. I won't ever find it if I look. It's just gota come. I hate this mirror. It shows me exactly as I am. Im tryna be better. Why can't you just break? I can't break it. No matter how hard I try. This mirror sucks!

Convienient

So love has been replaced now by convienience. Your not the one I would want to come home to but since there is no one to go home to I guess you will have to do. For now at least. If the shoe fits wear it. And these jordans right here seem to be a bit too big for you but for now it'll just have to do. Love longer resides here unfortunetly see she up and left. She walked out one day when hope was taken from her. She loved hope so much it was as if it was the only thing that existed. Then the day came when hope was taken away by some strange man. They never found hope again. So you see love don't live here no more. Your gonna hace to go looking for her else where. Im tired of these people comin here to look for her. No I'm sorry only I, convienience can be found here. Maybe one day hope will come back for his shoes and his love.

Je t'aime

You are so perfect for me. The way you know me so well. How can you see what I see? You tell me everything I need to hear when I need to hear it. Can I trust you? Will you hold me? When you leave me can you still stay with me?
You.......... must be him.
I can tell from the first time I saw you. You looked so familiar as if I already knew. Because I did.
From the first time I met you in my dreams we have been together.
And I can't wait to be with you again. I wait for you patiently. I know now is not a good time for either of us but I know that when the time comes we will be ready and we will be.
<3Melinda